"Nasty. Filthy. Faggot." i cannot win: i do my best to take His cock, even though my jaw aches and i struggle for breath. But He doesn’t want it to be easy. What He wants to hear and see is me gagging; He wants me to vomit and heave. And when i do, when the outcome is exactly what He wants, He’ll viciously slap and berate me. "Fag. Fag. Stupid. Fucking. Whore." i am shamed by the baseness of my bodily reflexes and by the continual slapping. And then He says, "Again." My body immediately tenses and i struggle for balance as He grabs my hair, pulls me to Him and shoves His cock back into my gapping mouth and down my raw, sore throat.